There are so many things I want to give up.
My occupation, my mind, my abilities to see, hear and feel, my persistence to crawl further after every train that struck me again and again, my unbearable curiosity to see what comes next…
If I could just give it all up for good, I would be finally free.
Freed from the leash of the everlasting ‘What if?’ question.
But as it is now…I have to go on living I guess….