Fear

When will I finally choose to take everything into my hands and DO something. Not thinking, not whining, not wallowing in self-pity – just taking action!

What needs to happen that I start to force myself into fighting?

Should my stomach stop digesting food altogether?

Should I need to wear a diaper because I cannot control the movements of my bowels anymore?

What has to happen that I finally start fighting for my health, for my body and for my mind?

I don’t want it to be too late by then…I am so afraid it would be too late

 

I am so afraid

 

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